Arthur Koestler

November 6th, 2009 by darkcloud

It is 5:26 PM Friday evening in the flow of existence. I had a normal Friday. Nothing happened to be upset about. I already know the world is going to hell.

Our oldest son Caleb Jon called this afternoon and we talked for over an hour. Caleb is newly married and living in Boston Mass working on getting a Ph.D. in Political Theory. I always enjoy talking to our three children. I love my children and pray for them constantly.

This morning before taking Rudy for a walk at Kollen Park I stopped at a thrift store to buy for fifty cents biography I saw the other day on the life of Arthur Koestler. I have only one book by Koestler in my book collection, a novel by him titled “The Age Of Longing”. When I was in High School it was required to read Koestler’s novel “Darkness at Noon”.

Not much went out today. I am at a lost today. I am out of it. Not in the mood to do anything really wild.

Carol should be getting up soon to face another work night. There is nothing on television tonight worth watching. If I had the money I would go buy a bottle of gin to celebrate making it to the end of another day.

Maybe I will go to a local grocery store and buy a cooked chicken and a bottle of gin. Rudy and I will have a party tonight!

Well that will never be so I will just go through the evening hours reading my books and hoping for a better tomorrow.

I will close to face an empty stomach. I do not know what to cook for dinner? What to feed my sweet old lady?

music: Lightning Bolt “Earthly Delights”

the Parable of the Wedding Banquet

November 6th, 2009 by darkcloud

“1: And Jesus answered and spake unto them again by parables, and said,
2: The kingdom of heaven is like unto a certain king, which made a marriage for his son,
3: And sent forth his servants to call them that were bidden to the wedding: and they would not come.
4: Again, he sent forth other servants, saying, Tell them which are bidden, Behold, I have prepared my dinner: my oxen and my fatlings are killed, and all things are ready: come unto the marriage.
5: But they made light of it, and went their ways, one to his farm, another to his merchandise:
6: And the remnant took his servants, and entreated them spitefully, and slew them.
7: But when the king heard thereof, he was wroth: and he sent forth his armies, and destroyed those murderers, and burned up their city.
8: Then saith he to his servants, The wedding is ready, but they which were bidden were not worthy.
9: Go ye therefore into the highways, and as many as ye shall find, bid to the marriage.
10: So those servants went out into the highways, and gathered together all as many as they found, both bad and good: and the wedding was furnished with guests.
11: And when the king came in to see the guests, he saw there a man which had not on a wedding garment:
12: And he saith unto him, Friend, how camest thou in hither not having a wedding garment? And he was speechless.
13: Then said the king to the servants, Bind him hand and foot, and take him away, and cast him into outer darkness; there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
14: For many are called, but few are chosen.” Matt. 22:1-14

the kingdom as somehow both present and future

November 6th, 2009 by darkcloud

It is 9:07 AM Friday morning in the flow of breathing on the surface of the planet earth. I got up this morning around 7:44 AM.

When I got up I walked to our small kitchen and made a pot of coffee. It is another cold late autumn morning. I saw sun light outside this morning. A  mix of sun and clouds today. I got the morning newspaper off the porch. I got a cup of coffee and sat at our dining room table and read some more of the Gospel of Matthew.

Around 8:28 AM I decided to cook myself breakfast. As I was cooking Carol came home from work (my wife is a rapid response nurse at a near by community hospital, she works 12 hour night shifts). As I was eating my breakfast I looked through the morning newspaper and Carol went to bed. I am now down in our basement writing words in my 4 blogs.

Last night I watched television from 7 o’clock PM till 11 o’clock PM. Before going to bed I walked our dog Rudy around the block. I was in bed by 11:30 PM, I was too tired to read so I went straight to sleep. I was up at 5 o’clock AM yesterday, so yesterday was a super long day for this old fart.

Now it is 9:17 AM Friday morning and I have no plans for the day. Existence keeps rolling along. I do have to return a DVD movie to our local public library. I watched afternoon yesterday a DVD movie recommended to us by our son Josiah called “A Woman Under The Influence” a film made by John Cassavetes’.

I plan to look for a book on the life of Boswell by Peter Martin while at the library today. To be honest I am already getting burnt out on reading books on the life of Samuel Johnson. Maybe it is time to move on to something different?

I looked at a book yesterday in my book collection titled “The Kingdom of God in 20th-Century Interpretation” Editor Wendell Willis. One of the major themes in the Gospel of Matthew is the kingdom of God. In this book edited by Willis, chapter 9 is titled “The Kingdom of God in the Gospel of Matthew” by Ron Farmer.

Well I already feel flat as an old tire. I suppose I will close to wander my cell. I should take the dog for a walk someplace this morning. The Lord is good.

one must choose between the way of Christ (heaven) or the way of the Pharisees and scribes (earth)

November 5th, 2009 by darkcloud

It is kind of cool being able to write here and know no one reads this crap. I have stopped posting three or four times a day in my three other blogs. I have run out of things to tell the unbelieving world. I now write only for myself. I have nothing else to really tell any body. I have been writing in my blogs going on nine years. I have pretty much said all that I could say. I am sure no one reads me any more since I have become a religious bore.

I ate lunch and put my books away. I had my lap top upstairs, but I now back down in the basement. It is easier to get at my books down in the basement. I like being surrounded by my book collection.

I do not know what I will read this afternoon? I should go upstairs and make myself a cup of tea. The mail already came and I am not expecting any books in the mail till next month.

I have been reading among other things lately a new book titled “Heaven and Earth in the Gospel of Matthew” by Jonathan T. Pennington. I have found this book very dry reading, but that is alright. We need sometimes to read books that are difficult to read. We ought to expand our intellects. We need to think deeply and broadly in these dark days of vast intellectual emptiness.

Well I suppose I will close since I have lost my train of thought. I will go upstairs make a cup of tea and write some more words in my November 2009 private diary. Existence just keeps rolling along.

music: Gas “Nah und Fern”

there are only two choices: God’s way or Satan’s way

November 5th, 2009 by darkcloud

It is now 11:51 AM late Thursday morning, soon it will be 12 o’clock PM afternoon. Time keeps flowing into infinite space. Where does the Time go?

Carol and I took Rudy for a walk this morning at Kollen Park instead of downtown. It was pretty by Lake Macatawa this morning. I like seeing the clouds floating above the Lake. Oh the beauties of God’s world! After walking Rudy we drove downtown to JP’s cafe for coffee. As Carol read local news sheet I read my Bible. I am right now reading through the Gospel of Matthew. I am reading slowly through the New Testament since it is so familiar to me. (I have been reading the Bible going on 40 years. I went to Reformed Bible College (now known as Kuyper College) and Reformed Theological Seminary. It is hard to think that I graduated from RTS 24 years ago! Time keeps flying by!

After having coffee at JP’s Carol and I went to a credit union, a drug store and then lastly a thrift store. At this thrift store I found a used book to ADD to my collection. I bought for twenty-five cents “Dickens: A Biography” by Fred Kaplan. I have in my book collection these two biographies by Fred Kaplan “Gore Vidal: A Biography” and “Henry James The Imagination of Genius: A Biography”. I have another biography of Charles Dickens in my book collection. Someday I want to get into the life and writings of Charles Dickens.

Carol bought at the thrift store a book titled “Stars and Planets” [The Sierra Club Guide To Sky Watching And Direction Finding] by W. S. Kals (author of “Land Navigation Handbook”).

When we came home from our outing I left to take a walk in the woods at VanRaalte Farm. It is a cold sunny late autumn day. I like walking in the woods this time of the year. I like the way the sunlight falls in the woods.

Now I am home and not sure what I will do next? Carol has gone to bed for the day, because she goes back to work tonight.

I suppose I will close to eat lunch and go into the afternoon hours.

music: Gas “Nah Und Fern”

the door to the kingdom now stands open throughout the ages

November 5th, 2009 by darkcloud

It is 7:53 AM Thursday morning in the flow of being alive. Right now I feel totally wasted! Yesterday I felt all day wasted. Carol and I got up this morning around 5 o’clock AM. I do not know why I got up so early? I will have to take a nap this afternoon down in our basement.

Last night we went to bed early, maybe that is why I woke up so early this morning. We went to bed around 10 o’clock PM and made love before falling asleep.

music Caribou “Andorra”

Last night when Carol got up to go to the bathroom I looked at my bedside clock and the time was 10:38 PM.

I hardly remember yesterday since most of the day I fought to stay awake. I do not remember going anywhere yesterday. I mainly read my books yesterday I guess. Carol was gone from 3 o’clock PM till 6 o’clock PM to a class at the hospital. I read these books yesterday when I was not falling asleep.

the Bible

“Samuel Johnson” a biography by W. Jackson Bate

“Heaven and Earth in the Gospel of Matthew” by Jonathan T. Pennington

“Future Israel: Why Christian Anti-Judaism Must Be Challenged” by Barry E. Horner

“Matthew” [Smyth & Helwys Bible Commentary] by Ben Witherington III

“Matthew” [The NIV Application Commentary] by Michael J. Wilkins

My view is that if I am going to fall asleep all day I might as well have the Word of God on my mind. It is a blessing to have the Bible in your lap as you fall asleep in a quiet working class neighborhood. Just dream and read the Bible as the earth heads for the Final Judgment.

Well I would write more but Carol wants to take Rudy for walk downtown.

Father in heaven

November 4th, 2009 by darkcloud

It is now in the flow of existence 12:22 PM Wednesday afternoon. I did help my wife with yard work. We raked our back yard of dead leaves.

I really have not done much else today. I feel out of it. I do not know what to do with myself today? I feel aimless. I thought about going for a walk in the woods when the sun came out, but now it is over cast again. I like walking in the woods when the sky is blue and the sun is shining through the trees.

I should get a hot of cup of coffee and read my Bible this afternoon. Force myself to get into the Word of God. I still have been carrying around with me the book “Heaven and Earth in the Gospel of Matthew” by Jonathan T. Pennington.

Well this entry is going no where so I will wander off to sit and think about it.

music: Bob Dylan “Highway 61 Revisited”

The Transfiguration

November 4th, 2009 by darkcloud

It is 9:58 AM in the flow of my existence. How do you define being alive? What exactly is existence? How many people in the world ever struggle with the kind of questions I ask myself?

I got up this morning around 6:13 AM with my wife Carol Keen. Carol made a pot of coffee and I got myself a cup of hot coffee and sat in our living room seeking to wake up to another day of my life. We do not know how many days we have left to live. Carol made a pot of oatmeal for breakfast. We also had toast with butter and grape jelly. The Lord provides for His elect people.

Carol took Rudy for a walk before we went to a grocery store. Now we are home from a grocery store. I came down in the basement to write in my four blogs and try to make the most of my life. I hate to waste my life just existing.

Last night we watched television and went to bed around 11:10 PM. Carol went to sleep on me so there was no music.

It is a cold gray day today, no sunshine like yesterday. Carol mentioned to me this morning raking the back yard of leaves. I rather do nothing. I am not into yard work. I did rake the other day our front yard of leaves. Soon instead of dead leaves covering our lawn it will be ice and snow.

Last night I mainly read “Samuel Johnson” a biography by W. Jackson Bate and “Heaven and Earth in the Gospel of Matthew” by Jonathan T. Pennington.

I have not read my Bible today. I should read some more of the Gospel of Matthew before the world comes to an end. I am going into chapter 17 of the Gospel of Matthew THE TRANSFIGURATION “After six days Jesus took with him Peter, James and John the brother of James, and led them up a high mountain by themselves. There he was transfigured before them. His face shone like the sun, and his clothes became as white as the light. Just then there appeared before them Moses and Elijah, talking with Jesus.” Matt. 17:1-3.

It is now 10:12 AM Wednesday morning. I do not know what else to report so I will close to feel wasted.

“We did not follow cleverly invented stories when we told you about the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, we we were eyewitnesses of his majesty. For he received honor and glory from God the Father when the voice came to him from the Majestic Glory, saying, “This is my Son, whom I love; with him I am well pleased.” We ourselves heard this voice that came from heaven when we were with him on the sacred mountain.” 2 Peter 1:16-18

music: Jason Lytle “Yours Truly The Commuter”

Sam Waldron

November 3rd, 2009 by darkcloud

Waldron on Spurgeon, Eschatology, and the Nature of Millennium

In Dr. Waldron’s most recent blog entries he makes a point that the two main proponents of Historic Premillennialism, Justin Martyr in the Patristic Era and George Eldon Ladd in the modern era had no place for a national restoration of Israel during the millennium. He states that for both Israel was to be understood as “the church” or “Spiritual Israel.” In one sense this is true. Justin was the first to identify the church as the new or “spiritual Israel” (Dialogue with Trypho ANF 1:200). Ladd largely follows the same view. However, both affirm what is normative for the Historic Premillennial view, that there is a national and territorial future for Israel as well.
Justin, like most of the early Church Fathers borders on being anti-semitic, speaking of the Jews as “Christ killers” and other pejorative terminology. But even he states in relation to the last days when the Jews will repent and turn to Christ it will be in their own land:
And what the people of the Jews shall say and so, when they see Him coming in glory, has been thus predicted by Zechariah the prophet: “I will command the four winds to gather the scattered children; I will command the north wind to bring them, and the south wind that it keep not back. And then in Jerusalem there shall be great lamantation, not the lamantation of mouth or of lips but the lamentation of the heart; and they shall rend not their garments, but their hearts. Tribe by tribe they shall mourn, and they shall loook upon Him whom they have piercedl and they shall say, Why O Lord, hast thou made us to err from Thy way? The glory which our fathers blessed, has for us been turned into shame (First Apology, ANF 1:180).
In his writings Ladd is never definitive, but clearly does allow for the Israel in the land as possible if not likely. In his Theology of the New Testament, he states:
After telling of the destruction of Jerusalem and the scattering of the people, Luke adds the words, “Jerusalem will be trodden down by the Gentiles, until the times of the Gentiles are fulfilled” (Lk. 21:24). Here Jesus clearly anticipates a time between the fall of Jerusalem and the parousia that he names “the time sof the Gentiles.” Furthermore, it is possible that this implies a future repossession of Jerusaelm by Israel when the “times of the Gentiles are ended (Ladd, Theology of the NT, 200-201).
Also he notes later in the same work:
Whatever the means of Israel’s eschatological salvation, it sppears to be an eschatological event in Paul’s thought. It is impossible that Israel should be saved in any way but faith in Jesus as her Messiah. Saul of Tarsus was brought to faith by a special visions of the glorified Christ; yet he was saved by faith like any believer and was brought into the church. Literal Israel, temporarily rejected, is yet to come to faith and be grafted back into the olive tree–the true people of God (Rom. 11:23). Piper has suggested that in God’s plan of redemptive history, converted Israel may become for the first time in history a truly Christian nation (p. 563, italics in the original. His entire discussion of Israel and salvation in relation to Rom 9-11, pp. 561-63).

In fact Ladd notes that the concept of the millennial kingdom in Revelation 20 is “rejected not on exegetical but theological grounds,” and also states, “there should be no objection to the idea of such a temporal kingdom in principle” (629).
It is a fundamental misunderstanding of Historic Premillennialism to believe that it excluded a future for national Israel both in terms of salvation or actually in the land. The Restoration Movement championed by the British Puritans (and affirmed by the American Puritans). The strong belief in the salvation of the Jews in the last days was closely tied together with Israel being one of the actual nations in the millennial kingdom. This belief was also apparently largely held by the divines of the Westminster Assembly. Robert Baillie (1599-1662) a delegate to the Assembly from Scotland, wrote, as recorded in his three volume Letters and Journals, that the larger part of the divines in the assembly were “chilaists” (premillennial). This is noteworthy also because Baillie was not premillennial and was opposed to that position.
The great prophetic conferences of the 19th Century in both America and Great Britain were, contrary to popular anti-dispenational opinion, were dominated by adherents to the Historic Premillennial postition. Participants cross denominational boundaries and represented Anglican, Methodist, Presbyterian, Congregational, and Baptist pastors and scholars. For example, E. Y. Mullins, who would be President of The Southern Baptist Theological Seminary, at the International Prophetic Conference at the Clarendon Street Baptist Church in Boston (1901), stated:
May not the Jewish form [of the Book of Revelation] be due to the promise which He made to Abraham, and to emphasize that His purpose has not failed He maintains even the form and mould of the promise. God’s decrees will reach their consummation (Prophetic Conference, p. 27).
Of course Mullins is often the favorite target of some so-called Reformed Baptists who view him as the one who led the seminary and by extension the SBC into the apostasy it was on the verge of in the 1960’s. This is manifestly bad historiography and more agenda driven than an honest examination of his life and work.
The larger part of Historic Premillennialism has always held that there was not only going to be a general salvation of Jews in the millennial kingdom, but that the nation of Israel would once again enjoy a political and territorial reality in their land. Even Charles Hodge, while arguing against premillennialism and for postmillennialism, calls the future “national conversion” of the Jews a doctrine that is “according to the common faith of the Church” (Systematic Theology 3:805). He also states that the Scripture contains, “a promise of the restoration of the Jews as a nation.”
The position that Israel, Biblically and Theologically, has no warrant to expect a national restoration in the land of Palestine (or a mass national conversion), as advocated by Waldron, is an approach that is outside “the common faith of the church” as it has been expressed from the beginning.
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Waldron on Spurgeon’s Eschatology and the “Splintering” of Premillennialism

Dr. Sam Waldron, Dean and Professor of Systematic Theology, for the Midwest Center for Theological Studies has been blogging at the school’s site on Barry Horner’s recent publication, Future Israel (Broadman Academic Press, 2007).
In the last two entries Waldron has expanded his interaction to include a paper I wrote in 1999 entitled, Charles H. Spurgeon and the Nation of Israel: A Non-Dispensational Perspective on a Literal National Restoration. This was a paper I presented at the national meeting of the Evangelical Theological Society. This work was really an extension of my earlier work on Spurgeon’s view of the millennium looking at his millennial views from a slightly different angle. In this paper I attempt to demonstrate that Spurgeon was a premillennialist, who; while clearly not dispensational in his theology, none the less believed and taught that Israel as a national entity would be restored to their historic lands. In this position, Spurgeon was following in the line of the Puritan “Restoration Movement” which had begun in England in the 1600’s.
Waldron believes that Spurgeon’s view represents something of a “mediating position” between Dispensationalism and Amillennialism. But ultimately he states that, “Historically speaking, the eschatology of Spurgeon [including Bonar and J. C. Ryle] and company is a failed position, a failed eschatology.”
Waldon’s posts have too many points to deal with each one here, but there are a few observations that can be made here and perhaps more in subsequent posts over the next week. To start at the end and work backwards, Waldron makes the statement:
The long debate between Amillennialism and Dispensationalism has led also to the splintering of Dispensationalism. The current state of terminology used to distinguish the varying Dispensational positions is illustrative of this splintering. Leaving aside here the Bullingerites with their Hyper-Dispensationalism which denies that baptism and the Lord’s Supper are for today, you still have a number of varieties today of Dispensationalism. You have the Classic Dispensationalism of the Old Scofield Bible. There is the Modified Dispensationalism of the New Scofield and Ryrie. There is the yet more modified Dispensationalism of John MacArthur. Finally, there is the Progressive Dispensationalism of Blaising and Bock. A fierce debate rages within the Dispensational camp as to whether the second coming of Christ is pre-trib, mid-trib, post-trib, or pre-wrath. These different positions are the result of the aggressive onslaught of Amillenialism on Dispensationalism over the last century and a half.
Well, the “long debate” has not really been between “Amillennialism” and “Dispensationalism.” Amillennialism is simply a category of belief within the larger study of eschatology. The debate is more correctly between Dispensationalism and Covenant Theology; those are the antithetical systems. To say that the “splintering” of Dispensationalism into the groups he mentions was caused by amillennialism or amillennial scholars is simply incorrect.
At The Master’s Seminary we have the complete set of transcripts of the discussions by the editorial committee that produced the New Scofield Reference Bible and nothing there would suggest any validity to Waldron’s claim in terms of the revisions to the Scofield. The movement from what has been called “Classic” Dispensationalism to the “Modified” honestly, upon examination had little to do with the eschatology of the system. There is no real change in the premillennial view from Scofield to Ryrie.
Progressive Dispensationalism was not born out of any battering from amillennialists either; it traces its roots to the “Dispensational Study Group” at the Evangelical Theological Society. That group was early on led by Darrell Bock and Craig Blaising; and to a lesser degree Robert Saucy. As an attendee of most of those early meetings, the main issue really was an attempt to interact with the works of George Eldon Ladd, F. F. Bruce (both premillennialists, and Bruce was actually Plymouth Brethren) and to a lesser degree, I. Howard Marshall. Here as well, there is no real difference in the eschatological distinctives from the earlier “forms” of Dispensationalism to the Progressive stance. This discussion was really about hermeneutics and Ryrie’s sina qua non position.
As far as MacArthur is concerned, his dispensational views are, in my opinion, more influenced by Alva Mclain’s Greatness of the Kingdom than perhaps L. S. Chafer, and thus is more consistently Calvinistic in his theology. I’m also not sure where MacArthur would be so distinct as to deserve his own category of Dispensationalism vis a vis, for instance, those of the Progressive group. In terms of his eschatological position, where, we would ask, is there any essential difference?
There was no “aggressive onslaught of Amillennialism” driving any of the distincive views within these positions.
Waldron also confuses the issue with the statement: “A fierce debate rages within the Dispensational camp as to whether the second coming of Christ is pre-trib, mid-trib, post-trib, or pre-wrath.” We will assume that the professor of systematic theology simply flubbed here mistaking the “Second Coming” which all Dispensationalists understand by definition to be premillennial; and the “rapture of the church,” on which there is a variety of opinion. There has hardly been “fierce debate” on this subject and since the initial splash of the Pre-Wrath position of the late Robert Van Kampen nearly two decades ago, there has been almost no real debate on the timing of the rapture; the positions, implications, and proofs for all of the options being fairly well settled. It should also be noted that while Dispensationalists have been traditionally “Pre-Trib” in their view on the timing of the Rapture; it really is not a foundational issue. I think the Pre-Trib position is clearly the best supported from an exegetical view and is the most logically consistent with the overall system; but Dispensationalism does not rise nor fall on one’s view of the rapture.
Frankly, Waldron’s posturing about the splintering of Dispensationalism is little more than idle rhetoric mixed together with some wishful thinking perhaps. Debates and discussions among those who hold a particular theological construct is more often than not a sign of health and vigor rather than signaling its soon demise. It is also not as if amillennialism itself is monolithic in its expression; there are variations and nuances that have developed since the time of Augustine. It is also interesting that for Waldron the “modification,” “emerging emphasis,” “more careful hermeneutic,” and recent works that have “brought out more satisfactorily,” the particular nuances of amillennialism he favors is presented in the most glowing of expressions; while any changes or new expressions within Dispensationalism is a sign of “splintering” or the responses to an “aggressive onslaught.”
Waldron also stated:
The splintering of Dispensationalism has also led to the attempt of Horner, Swanson, and others to revitalize the mediating position of Spurgeon and company. I doubt if this project can be successful. As I have said, it seems inherently self-contradictory to me. It must lead back to Dispensationalism (Horner) or onward to something else (Swanson?).
I’m actually just not sure what Waldron is thinking here. As already noted this paper is now nine years old and no where do I give any indication that I am trying to “revitalize” Spurgeon’s position. I don’t see Barry Horner trying to revitalize anything either. What I would point out is that amillennialism is not nor has been the exclusive eschatological option within Reformed (Baptist and otherwise) groups. Charles Spurgeon, the Bonar’s (Andrew and Horatius), J. C. Ryle, among many others, were formidible Biblical scholars and theologians and held to a premillennial view as well as one that held to a return of national Israel to their land. Added to this group as well would be those of the Plymouth Brethren who were premillennial, but not dispensational such as B. W. Newton, George Mueller, and the noted New Testament scholar Samuel Tregelles. Mueller and Newton were also friends with Spurgeon and stayed with him in Mentone France on several occasions.
Waldron also seems to be asking if I am going to somewhere in terms of my eschatological beliefs. The answer simply is no. I am a dispensationalist, probably more in keeping with the Progressive position and unreservedly affirm (as I do in writing each year) the doctrinal statement of The Master’s Seminary.
Lastly Waldron, was thankful that I (and Horner) had called attention to the “the peculiar eschatological views of Spurgeon and company.” He believes them to be peculiar because you have a non-dispensationalist affirming a future for Israel in their land. Well, even among Historic Premillennialists, this view is not all that peculiar and is probably the most common view; which careful research would soon demonstrate.
There will be more on this in the next week or so as time permits since seminary business will occupy much of our time as we conclude another academic year at The Master’s Seminary.
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the Tetragrammation

November 3rd, 2009 by darkcloud

It is 9:03 AM Tuesday morning in the flow of my existence. I am down in the basement writing words on my lap top.

I got up this morning around 7:44 AM. When I got up I walked to the kitchen and made myself a pot of coffee. I usually fill the coffee pot up to the eight cup mark. I grind four scoops of coffee beans in our coffee bean grinder. After making coffee and boil water to heat up the container that keeps the coffee during the day. After the container containing hot water gets it hot I pour out the hot water and pour in the coffe I have made that morning. I also throughout the day drink a couple cups of tea and a couple cans of diet Dr. Pepper. I should drink nine glasses of water instead of coffee, tea, and diet pop.

I read this morning my Bible and a book titled “Future Israel: Why Christian Anti-Judaism Must Be Challenged” by Barry E. Horner. I am still reading the Gospel of Matthew in the New Testament.

Last night I read my books on the life of Samuel Johnson and watched TV from 10 o’clock PM till 11 o’clock PM. I read before falling asleep “Samuel Johnson” by W. Jackson Bate.

I usually dream all night, but I am not into recording my dreams. There is this book about dreams near my lap top titled “Memories, Dreams, Reflections” by C. G. Jung Recorded And Edited by Aniela Jaffe Translated From The German By Richard and Clara Winston.

Carol got home from work this morning around 8:30 AM as I was cooking myself breakfast. She has gone to bed to sleep. Carol is off from work tonight. Carol is the bread winner in our household. I do not know what I am?

All I ever wanted to be in life is a gospel minister. “How, then, can they call on the one they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them? And how can they preach unless they are sent? As it is written, “How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!”" Romans 10:14,15.

The Lord Jesus Christ saved me in August 1970 and I have always had a spiritual desire to tell sinners the Good News. “Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the good news of the kingdom and healing every disease and sickness. When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd. Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. As the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.”" Matt. 9:35-38

I won’t repeat my Past here because what is real is right Now. So this morning I read the Bible and “Future Israel”. I cooked myself a meal. Carol came home from work and went to bed. It is a cold gray ugly morning. I do not know if I will take the dog for a walk this morning.

Time keeps ticking away. Soon Time will be no more.

I want to look at my commentaries on the Gospel of Matthew on Matthew 15:24 “He answered, “I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel.”" This book comes to mind when quoting Matthew 15:24 “A New Vision For Israel: The Teachings of Jesus in National Context” by Scot McKnight.

Well I will close to wander my cell and cry out for mercy.

music: Black Dice “Broken Ear Record”