It is 9:38 AM Tuesday morning in the flow of existence. I have been up since 5:18 AM this morning. I got out of bed so early this morning because I was tired of dreaming. My dream life is exhausting. I also must confess reality is also exhausting. So I got up made a pot of coffee and pancakes with three link sausages.
I ate two pancakes with my links. It is cold rainy dark ugly day. It is 68 degrees this morning.
This morning after cleaning the kitchen I listened to music, wrote in my private diary, and read The Book of Job/OT holy Scriptures.
Carol got home from work around 8:30 PM. She is off from work tonight. I left after Carol went to bed to take Rudy for a morning walking at Kollen Park. Now I am down in the basement writing this crap.
I have nothing to do today worth telling anyone about. I am no braggart.
Last night I mainly watched television and read. I went to bed around 11 o’clock PM and read till late a book titled “Look Homeward: A Life of Thomas Wolfe” by David Herbert Donald.
Yesterday afternoon I read some more of the novel “Look Homeward, Angel” by Wolfe. I also read “Thomas Wolfe: Beyond the Romantic Ego” by Leo Gurko.
These days there is nothing pressing on my mind. I do feel sick to the core of my being. It is not easy for a man of God to live in the last days of the american empire. There is so much senseless pain around me. I am not one to stick my head in the sand. I go through my days with my heart wide opened.
Well I will close to read some more of the Book of Job/Old Testament.
music: Yo La Tengo “And then nothing turned itself inside-out”
Darkcloud
do you really think these are the last days?
yes we are in the Last Days-we have been in the Last Days since the day the Lord Jesus ascended into heaven-read chapter 1 of Acts-peace