Archive for July, 2009

New York Book Review of Vollmann’s new book “Imperial”

Friday, July 31st, 2009

Desert Odyssey By LAWRENCE DOWNES

IMPERIAL

By William T. Vollmann

Illustrated. 1,306 pp. Viking. $55

In 1904, engineers trying to bypass the Colorado River’s silt-clogged irrigation canals dug one ditch too many. When the river next surged, it burst its perforated banks and spilled waywardly for two years into a dry California lake bed.

That mistake is now the Salton Sea, the state’s largest lake. For a while it was a fortunate disaster — a waterskiers’ and fishermen’s mecca, a vacation spot more popular than Yosemite, and the pride of Imperial County.

But decay set in. At 220 feet below sea level, the lake is now a sump with no drain. Agricultural pesticides and industrial waste flow in, but nothing flows out. It grows sicker and saltier each year, ringed by abandoned marinas, rotting motels, dead birds and poor people who live with a pervasive stink and the stubborn hope that things will get better again. After decades of ambition and civic boosterism, with bumper crops of greed, stupidity and shortsightedness, Imperial is now the poorest county in California.

How and why Imperial went bad is the grand subject of William T. Vollmann’s monumental new book. “Imperial” took Vollmann, celebratedly prolific and unafraid of big themes, 10 years to report and write, his story 1,306 pages to tell.

This is genuine Vollmann territory — awful and desolate and misunderstood — set in his California backyard. Imperial, as he defines it, is not just one county in far southeast California, but an entity, “pinched and infinite,” that spills far beyond county lines, into neighboring valleys and over the Mexican border. To identify it, he subtracts from that part of the world whatever is fragrant, affluent and orderly.

“The new city of La Quinta just west of Coachella must be excluded,” Vollmann writes, “for its clean wide streets and gated communities require us to lump it in with Palm Desert, Palm Springs and other stigmata of Los Angeles.”

What’s left is dusty, hot and poor. It’s Mexicans on both sides of the border: illegal immigrants here and destitute farmers there. It’s the international bookend cities of Calexico and Mexicali. It’s corporate farms concocting chemically lush rectangles of melons and alfalfa. It’s Chinese immigrants digging secret tunnels in Mexicali and industrial sweatshops secretly sickening workers and the environment.

Vollmann set out to swallow and reconstitute the whole thing: Indians, Spaniards, white settlers, border crossers, ranchers, prostitutes, strippers. It all interests him — especially the prostitutes and strippers. He haunts streets and bars, talking to anyone who’ll talk back, paying if necessary. He puzzles over old photographs, deciphers maps, crunches data on crop yields and water flow. He wanders from library to strip club to farm, then back to strip club.

It is a staggering achievement, and I’m sure many readers will admire Vollmann’s desert monument without daring to enter it. Having gotten back from about 40 days and 40 nights there, I can tell you: Imperial is a vast, forbidding, monotonous, sprawling place, from which Vollmann has assembled a vast, forbidding, monotonous, sprawling book.

The problem isn’t the subject; it’s the author. Vollmann has traveled the globe examining conflict and poverty on a continental scale, leaving behind a mountain range of prose, including a seven-volume “treatise on violence” and “Europe Central,” a novel that won the National Book Award. But with “Imperial,” he tosses everything he finds into his great desert Dumpster, for chapter upon chapter, resisting explanation, graspable conclusions and comprehensible analysis. No stray fact is deemed unimportant, no metaphor unexhausted.

“Mexico is one of the most alien places on earth,” he writes. “Beneath that quick-smiling or watchful Catholicism lurks another far more elaborate hierarchicalism which in turn subdivides all supposed ‘Mexicans’ into myriads of local spiritualities whose half-­secret survival through all the long torments of the Spanish conquest promises their own continuance in bright-colored globules of coherence irrelevant to, hence safe from, the scrutiny of American capitalists.”

Vollmann often seems less interested in explaining Imperial than in exposing himself — his erotic adventures and half-hearted investigations — stressing all the while that Imperial remains an ultimately unknowable place, as if to inoculate himself against accusations that he is wasting the reader’s time.

He is a dedicated connoisseur of the down-and-dirty, which may well give his book cult appeal but diminishes its usefulness as journalism. He devotes an entire chapter to his breakup with a girlfriend, offering up his agonies minute by minute, complete with footnotes.

He continually veers between offering too much information and not enough. For whatever reason, in a decade exploring “the continuum between Mexico and America,” he never mastered Spanish. He did have the sense to enlist an agricultural expert, Paul Foster, to supply detailed memos on regional farming. He quotes from them occasionally, and when he does, there appear — like ice-cold beers in the trackless desert of Vollmann’s prose — moments of clarity.

But Mexicans, Vollmann confesses more than once, remain a riddle to him: “Day after day I went there, hoping to invade their thoughts and steal their stories, but most refused to talk to me, eyeing me with a hatred as lushly soft as a smoke tree sweeping its hair against a sand dune.”

His inability to give us answers doesn’t stop him from taking us on the ride, as when he paddles a rubber boat down the New River, hoping for a different perspective on the water’s stench, risking infection and rash. Is the river actually contaminated? After an exhaustive chapter on samples, he tells us it’s hard to say. Vollmann admits he’s a lousy investigator and spends pages recounting his mishaps with a hidden camera. When he undertakes a frustrating public records search for an elusive 1900s rancher, we learn more than we care to about his target — and about all the wrong people he finds, too.

The drug trade, border crossings, Mexican folk music — you name it, he dutifully throws it in. But his doggedness becomes delight whenever the job sends him back to the Thirteen Negro, his favorite Mexicali strip joint: “This was my heaven,” he writes, “a fat blonde waiting on the inner, red-cushioned bench, the band Koely playing norteño music; and outside was hot and a dead dog had just begun to stink in the street, but the door had closed and the blond girl’s hair went dim, pulsing in accordance with the curtain of lights within the great wall mirror, and now the bloody red nipples of light begin to wink in the ceiling.”

It’s not that Vollmann ultimately fails to get his point across. A reader can’t spend that much time with him without absorbing the bigger picture — how the failed Imperial idea is the failed American idea: that water will flow anywhere we tell it to; that we can make the desert forever fruitful; that the West will inevitably become an Eden of family homesteads abounding with fruits, vegetables, grains and democratic self-reliance, rather than a corporate nightmare of worker exploitation, environmental havoc and unchecked sprawl.

But “upon Imperial’s blankness,” Vollmann writes, “which might as well be a light table, it becomes all too easy to pro­ject myself, which is a way of discovering nothing.”

He said it, not me.

Lawrence Downes is an editorial writer at The Times.

making love by memory

Friday, July 31st, 2009

It is 10:29 AM Friday morning in the flow of existence. Carol and I just got back from walking Rudy at Riley Trails north of Holland.

I got up this morning around 7:05 AM. Carol and I got up the same time this morning. I woke up in a cold sweat. I am still sick. Carol made a pot of coffee and I sat in the dining room waking up to a new day in the dead american world.

I next went down in the basement to read stuff on my lap top. We then left for a walk at Riley Trails. Thus has gone by existence this morning.

Last night I watched television and read “Look Homeward, Angel” a novel by Thomas Wolfe. We went to bed around 10:30 PM last night.

music Kruder Dorfmeister “The K&D Sessions”

When one is old as I am you have to make love by memory. There is no fire to run the engine.

I have been reading when not passed out my Bible and “We Believe in One God” [Ancient Christian Doctrine Volume 1] Edited by Gerald L. Bray.

I have no plans for the day. I am sick. I am praying for health.

Well I will close to do my little dance of death. The Lord is good.

music: Starflyer 59 “Ghosts of the Past”

the heart of the wise is in the house of mourning

Thursday, July 30th, 2009

It is 9:58 AM Thursday morning in the flow of death existence. I am down in the basement writing on my lap top.

I do not remember what time I got out of bed this morning. I had weird dreams all night. I woke up this morning feeling real sick.

I made myself a cup of tea this morning and sat in the morning gray. I then went down in the basement to read stuff on the internet. I then went back upstairs to read my Bible and pray for healing.

Carol got home the usual time from work. She is off the next three nights. I told her this morning I need to hear music tonight.

Last night I watched television and read my books. I have been reading on my death bed these books—

the holy Bible (NKJV)

“Are You The One Who Is To Come? The Historical Jesus and the Messianic Question” by Michael F. Bird

“A Time To Tear Down & A Time To Build Up: A Rereading Of Ecclesiastes” by Michael V. Fox

“Look Homeward, Angel” by Thomas Wolfe

“We Believe in One God” [Ancient Christian Doctrine Vol. 1] Edited by Gerald L. Bray

Since I could not do a love dance with my wife this morning I plan to sit and dream. I need to pray for a radical conversion experience.

Beth called from a train last night. Our kids are on a train headed home. They should be in Gallup New Mexico by nightfall.

I do not know if I have the strength to walk Rudy this morning?

Well I will close to feel extremely sick. The Lord is my Healer.

“No man has power over the wind to contain it; so no one has power over the day of his death.” Eccl. 8:8a

music: Joe Henry “Scar”

Ecclesiastes Chapter 3

Thursday, July 30th, 2009

1: To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
2: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
3: A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
4: A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
5: A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
6: A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
7: A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
8: A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
9: What profit hath he that worketh in that wherein he laboureth?
10: I have seen the travail, which God hath given to the sons of men to be exercised in it.
11: He hath made every thing beautiful in his time: also he hath set the world in their heart, so that no man can find out the work that God maketh from the beginning to the end.
12: I know that there is no good in them, but for a man to rejoice, and to do good in his life.
13: And also that every man should eat and drink, and enjoy the good of all his labour, it is the gift of God.
14: I know that, whatsoever God doeth, it shall be for ever: nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and God doeth it, that men should fear before him.
15: That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is past.
16: And moreover I saw under the sun the place of judgment, that wickedness was there; and the place of righteousness, that iniquity was there.
17: I said in mine heart, God shall judge the righteous and the wicked: for there is a time there for every purpose and for every work.
18: I said in mine heart concerning the estate of the sons of men, that God might manifest them, and that they might see that they themselves are beasts.
19: For that which befalleth the sons of men befalleth beasts; even one thing befalleth them: as the one dieth, so dieth the other; yea, they have all one breath; so that a man hath no preeminence above a beast: for all is vanity.
20: All go unto one place; all are of the dust, and all turn to dust again.
21: Who knoweth the spirit of man that goeth upward, and the spirit of the beast that goeth downward to the earth?
22: Wherefore I perceive that there is nothing better, than that a man should rejoice in his own works; for that is his portion: for who shall bring him to see what shall be after him?

everything is meaningless

Wednesday, July 29th, 2009

It is 2 o’clock PM Wednesday afternoon. I wonder if the kids are on the train headed for New Mexico? They had a five hour lay over in Chicago. They should be on the train now headed West.

I just finished reading the first of three articles on the Book of Ecclesiastes in a book titled “Dictionary Of The Old Testament: Wisdom, Poetry, & Writings” Editors: Tremper Longman III & Peter Enns. In this article on Ecclesiastes the writer quoted several times a book I have been reading off and on titled “A Time To Tear Down & A Time To Build Up: A Rereading of Ecclesiastes” by Michael V. Fox.

This morning I drove to a local Christian bookstore and picked up these two items—

1. the new Starflyer 59 CD “Ghosts of the Past”

2. “We Believe in One God” [Ancient Christian Doctrine 1] Edited by Gerald L. Bray

I had a quiet morning and thus far a quiet afternoon. It is weird not hearing the voices of our children.

I think I will take a nap this afternoon. I still do not feel well enough to go for a walk in the woods (VanRaalte Farm).

There is nothing else to report so I will close to wander my cage.

“I also thought, “As for men, God tests them so that they may see that they are like the animals. Man’s fate is like that of the animals; the same fate awaits them both: As one dies, so dies the other. All have the same breath; man has no advantage over the animal. Everything is meaningless.” Eccl. 3:18,19

music: Starflyer 59 “Dial M”

lost in the city of the damned

Wednesday, July 29th, 2009

Look Into The Sky a song by Joseph Arthur

People are hypnotized
Lost in the city of the damned
Dreaming rivers of deceit and lies
As the shake one another’s hand

People fill you with poison tongues
Slithering snakes in the world of sorry sons
Loose lips sink ships but you know you’re not the only one
On the bottom of the ocean is the story of what we’ve become

So don’t believe them

Look into the sky
Look into the sky
Look into the sky
And ask for him

People fill you with their lies
Try to notify your next of kin
See the lost children in their eyes
Before you decide if you want to be like them

So don’t believe them

Look into the sky
Look into the sky
Look into the sky
And ask for him

Look into the sky
Look into the sky
Look into the sky
And ask for him

He’s your real friend

People will fill you with their noise
To try to make you feel as bad as them
Bribe you with silk and expensive toys
On the rooftops of hate and sin

So don’t believe them

Look into the sky
Look into the sky
Look into the sky
And ask for him

Look into the sky
Look into the sky
Look into the sky
And ask for him

He’s your real friend

music: Joseph Arthur & the Lonely Astronauts “temporary people”

old fashion

Wednesday, July 29th, 2009

It is 7:28 AM Wednesday morning in my normal american existence. I confess I believe the doctrine of divine providence. How can life be absurd if God is ruling the heavens and the earth?

I got out of bed at 5:55 AM to take Beth and Josiah to the Holland Train Station. I dropped them off at 6:25 AM at the train station. Now our kids are on the way back to their lives in New Mexico. It is never easy saying good-bye to your children, but they are grown up and must make their way in the world. All I can do is pray constantly that God will have mercy on us. I have to trust the Lord to watch over us.

After dropping off Beth and Josiah at the train station I took Rudy for a walk at Kollen Park. I then came home to feel very sick. I am very hot. I do not feel any better. All I can do is lay low and take my medicine.

Carol should be home the usual time this morning. Carol told Beth she will fly out to visit her in New Mexico in February 2010.

I have no plans for the day except to pray for health.

Yesterday I read my books, wrote in my private diary my last words and sat.

I got out yesterday a book titled “A Commentary on the book of Ecclesiastes” (Volume 4 of the Works) by Edward Reynolds (1593-1676)

Before passing out last night I read “Look Homeward, Angel” a novel by Thomas Wolfe.

I am reading my Bible daily as I rush towards the grave. I want the Word of God to be on my heart and mind when I am dying.

I have also been reading when not coughing “Are You The One Who Is To Come? The Historical Jesus and the Messianic Question” by Michael F. Bird.

Lately it has dawned me that I am of another generation of Christians. I am old fashion. Christians today do not think like me. I am out dated in my conception of the Christian Life. It is old fashion to just go by the Bible.

I am again once down in the basement writing on my lap top listening to music on Josiah’s old boom box stereo.
It is cooler down here in the basement. I am burning up with a low grade fever today.

Well I suppose I will close to pray for our salvation. Nobody wants to perish in their sins.

“For what hath man of all his labor, and of the vexation of his heart, wherein he hath laboured under the sun? For all his days are sorrows, and his travail grief; yea, his heart taketh not rest in the night. This is also vanity [absurdity]” Eccl.2:22,23

music: Dark Was The Night [A Red Hot Compilation]

total life

Tuesday, July 28th, 2009

It is 9:31 AM Tuesday morning. It is a humid gray wet morning. It is the kind of morning where your clothes stick to your skin. I feel like I am covered with sweat. I need to wash off the sweat. I am still very sick. I am so sick I feel like I am out of my body. I am in a fog.

I did go to the doctor’s yesterday morning. The medicine has not kicked in yet. I know in time I will be healed. We must wait patiently for the Lord’s return.

This morning we met Carol downtown for breakfast. We have this ritual where we go to the Windmill restaurant downtown and have a big breakfast before the kids board the train for New Mexico. Since tomorrow morning the train leaves early and Carol will be working we had the going away breakfast this morning instead of tomorrow morning. The kids trains leaves for New Mexico around 6:25 AM. We won’t see Beth and Josiah till next year.

Last night I do not remember much. I remember watching TV and going to bed around 11 o’clock PM. When you get my age you do a lot of things by rote. I wish I was a young man and felt my body energy. Now I do everything by memory. I have lost contact with my life force. I am a ball of old fat.

Yesterday in my state of sickness I read the holy Bible. I am now reading in the Old Testament the Book of Ecclesiastes. I got out of my library these commentaries on Ecclesiastes to look at in my dying condition—

“Ecclesiastes: Total Life” by Walter C. Kaiser, Jr. [Everyman's Bible Commentary]

“Ecclesiastes” by Charles Bridges [The Geneva Series Of Commentaries]

“Koheleth the man and his world: a study of Ecclesiastes” by Robert Gordis

“A Time To Tear Down & A Time To Build Up: A Rereading Of Ecclesiastes” by Michael V. Fox

“Ecclesiastes: Ancient Wisdom When All Else Fails” [A New Translation & Interpretive Paraphrase] by T. M. Moore

“Reflecting With Solomon: Selected Studies on the Book of Ecclesiastes” Edited by Roy B. Zuck

I have been reading “A Time To Tear Down & A Time To Build Up” when not coughing or passing out.

Josiah mowed the lawn for me yesterday.

Well I will close to feel absolutely sick. The Lord is my Healer.

“For in much wisdom is much grief, And he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.” Eccl. 1:18

music: Built to Spill “Live”

the days of my life flow into one continuous scream

Monday, July 27th, 2009

It is 12:01 PM Monday afternoon in the now flow. It is a sunny day. It is suppose to get in the 80’s today. We have had a cold summer this year.

Carol and the kids are shopping. I had a doctor’s appointment at 11 o’clock AM. Now I am home from the doctor’s appointment. I am going to live (but nobody knows for sure how long).

I went to bed last night around 9 o’clock PM and woke up this morning around 6 o’clock AM. I took before going to bed last night cold medicine that helped me not cough all night. But I woke up this morning still feeling sick as a dog.

I had a normal sick morning. I read this morning “Are You The One Who Is To Come? The Historical Jesus and the Messianic Question” by Michael F. Bird.

I got out to look at today a book referred to a lot by Bird titled “The Scepter and the Star: The Messiahs Of The Dead Sea Scrolls And Other Ancient Literature” by John J. Collins.

I have no plans for the day. I am too sick to do anything but read and sit.

Carol goes back to work tonight, so she has to sleep this afternoon. I feel like falling asleep right now.

I will close to seek healing.

music: Son Volt “American Central Dust”

you can’t free others until you are free

Sunday, July 26th, 2009

It is 1:18 AM Sunday morning. I went to bed this evening but Carol demanded I leave our bedroom because my constant coughing was driving her crazy. So I left our bedroom to roam my cell all night alone and sick.

Yesterday I was extremely sick, but did not die. I slept from 11:30 AM till 3:40 PM yesterday. When I got up I found Carol and Beth talking about food in our living room.

I went back down in the basement and sat. Josiah has been in GR for the last couple of days so I have had once again the basement to myself. I sat down in the basement resting and listening to music this evening.

Yesterday I read “Turn On Tune In Drop Out” by Timothy Leary. I read the Bible also yesterday morning.

Carol and Beth were gone all morning. They did not get home till Noon.

What to do this morning? I suppose I will just sit in the dark and cough. There is no one to talk to. No one wants to talk to me.

I wrote in my private diary before writing in my blogs this morning.

It has been years since I have been up all night. Years ago when I was sick with an ulcer I hardly got any sleep at night. I started getting sick with a bad stomach when I was nine years old. For many years I was constantly sick with an ulcer. I can’t remember when I started taking a certain medicine that healed my ulcer. I have been sleeping soundly for several years since I started taking this medicine regularly.

Years ago when I was sick I would write all night. The pain in my stomach use to be so bad that I would cry and moan all night. I remember many nights being sick and there was no one to help me or talk to. I was absolutely alone with my pain. Absolutely alone in the world. A terrible feeling being very sick and in pain. Now I just look to the Lord to keep me from freaking out. I am tough. I have fought many battles with depression/pain/rejection/suffering/lone

liness. I look to the Lord to heal me.

Next month I observe my 57th birthday (I was born August 14, 1952 Oakland, Calif.). I was born again August 1970.

Well this is going nowhere so I will close to wander my cell all night feeling very sick and alone.

music: Trail of Dead “The Century of Self”