the Tetragrammation

It is 9:03 AM Tuesday morning in the flow of my existence. I am down in the basement writing words on my lap top.

I got up this morning around 7:44 AM. When I got up I walked to the kitchen and made myself a pot of coffee. I usually fill the coffee pot up to the eight cup mark. I grind four scoops of coffee beans in our coffee bean grinder. After making coffee and boil water to heat up the container that keeps the coffee during the day. After the container containing hot water gets it hot I pour out the hot water and pour in the coffe I have made that morning. I also throughout the day drink a couple cups of tea and a couple cans of diet Dr. Pepper. I should drink nine glasses of water instead of coffee, tea, and diet pop.

I read this morning my Bible and a book titled “Future Israel: Why Christian Anti-Judaism Must Be Challenged” by Barry E. Horner. I am still reading the Gospel of Matthew in the New Testament.

Last night I read my books on the life of Samuel Johnson and watched TV from 10 o’clock PM till 11 o’clock PM. I read before falling asleep “Samuel Johnson” by W. Jackson Bate.

I usually dream all night, but I am not into recording my dreams. There is this book about dreams near my lap top titled “Memories, Dreams, Reflections” by C. G. Jung Recorded And Edited by Aniela Jaffe Translated From The German By Richard and Clara Winston.

Carol got home from work this morning around 8:30 AM as I was cooking myself breakfast. She has gone to bed to sleep. Carol is off from work tonight. Carol is the bread winner in our household. I do not know what I am?

All I ever wanted to be in life is a gospel minister. “How, then, can they call on the one they have not believed in? And how can they believe in the one of whom they have not heard? And how can they hear without someone preaching to them? And how can they preach unless they are sent? As it is written, “How beautiful are the feet of those who bring good news!”" Romans 10:14,15.

The Lord Jesus Christ saved me in August 1970 and I have always had a spiritual desire to tell sinners the Good News. “Jesus went through all the towns and villages, teaching in their synagogues, preaching the good news of the kingdom and healing every disease and sickness. When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without a shepherd. Then he said to his disciples, “The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. As the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field.”" Matt. 9:35-38

I won’t repeat my Past here because what is real is right Now. So this morning I read the Bible and “Future Israel”. I cooked myself a meal. Carol came home from work and went to bed. It is a cold gray ugly morning. I do not know if I will take the dog for a walk this morning.

Time keeps ticking away. Soon Time will be no more.

I want to look at my commentaries on the Gospel of Matthew on Matthew 15:24 “He answered, “I was sent only to the lost sheep of Israel.”" This book comes to mind when quoting Matthew 15:24 “A New Vision For Israel: The Teachings of Jesus in National Context” by Scot McKnight.

Well I will close to wander my cell and cry out for mercy.

music: Black Dice “Broken Ear Record”

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