It is 7:53 AM Thursday morning in the flow of being alive. Right now I feel totally wasted! Yesterday I felt all day wasted. Carol and I got up this morning around 5 o’clock AM. I do not know why I got up so early? I will have to take a nap this afternoon down in our basement.
Last night we went to bed early, maybe that is why I woke up so early this morning. We went to bed around 10 o’clock PM and made love before falling asleep.
music Caribou “Andorra”
Last night when Carol got up to go to the bathroom I looked at my bedside clock and the time was 10:38 PM.
I hardly remember yesterday since most of the day I fought to stay awake. I do not remember going anywhere yesterday. I mainly read my books yesterday I guess. Carol was gone from 3 o’clock PM till 6 o’clock PM to a class at the hospital. I read these books yesterday when I was not falling asleep.
the Bible
“Samuel Johnson” a biography by W. Jackson Bate
“Heaven and Earth in the Gospel of Matthew” by Jonathan T. Pennington
“Future Israel: Why Christian Anti-Judaism Must Be Challenged” by Barry E. Horner
“Matthew” [Smyth & Helwys Bible Commentary] by Ben Witherington III
“Matthew” [The NIV Application Commentary] by Michael J. Wilkins
My view is that if I am going to fall asleep all day I might as well have the Word of God on my mind. It is a blessing to have the Bible in your lap as you fall asleep in a quiet working class neighborhood. Just dream and read the Bible as the earth heads for the Final Judgment.
Well I would write more but Carol wants to take Rudy for walk downtown.
